Ha... I've just watched finish Gravitation for like the 5th time...
I just love the show...
but above all the heart warming love that the show is about, a phrase that the lead guitarist, Hiro Nanake said striked a chord in me...
"Love, is not about talents, its not about whether you are the first or you are the last. Unlike what the world wants of you, love is different. Because, simply put, love isn't of the world."
Yeah, some people may ask. How on earth can there be love if there weren't any attraction in the first place?
True, like what Shuichi said, "I hope that mine (the person I will like) can be a crush, then love."
We all are attracted to each other by stuff that we like about each other. But unlike love, this brittle, volatile magnetism warrents only a period of time when we get tired of each other, or we do not have any use for the other person anymore.
Love. In essence, is unconditional - without the need for the other party to fufill requirements or criterias.
Do I love Dominic?
Yes.
The answer is yes. Be it now, be it the future, no matter how many millions of people may ask that question, it is still yes.
I love his hugs,
I love his smiles,
I love his continuous innocent talk,
I love his efforts to try and get me to reply when I'm all glum and depressed,
... but these are all nonconsequential to my love for him....
yeah, I admit that I was attracted to him because of all these stuffs, but that is not enough to make me cry when I miss him so much.
That is not enough for me to leave a space in my prayer, everday. Hoping that God will watch over him and keep him safe.
...
what am i saying. Love can't be explained in a mere number of paragraphs of thought.
I love him. And besides God, few other stuffs are more important.
- to a counselor
*sobz*
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